my insperation my only strength is you mother / Jon (son)
you know mom there are so many questions still un answered and so much more I wish I could tell you it seems you where the only person I could ever talk to and I gained so much respect from you and for you mom you where and are the best I could wish for and there’s nothing more to say to that I miss you dearly but I hang on because I know I have to be strong I know what you would want from me and giving up is not an option of my own and I am glad of everything I learned from you...I always new some one was here for me. I miss coming home to our old house and all those old memories I miss coming home to you and your smile.. I miss your voice and I think what I regret most was ever telling you I hated you but I know you knew I didn’t mean it it still hurts that I could ever say such a thing to some one like you.. its so hard to choke down that you are gone away to god and his kingdom but you know ill see you again though I wish you where still here so when I cried u where there so on Christmas maybe I could have smiled and meant it more and I just wish things could be better and I’m sure they will be as long as I know your love is for ever and you wont let me go.. you look down on me day after day.. And I know you watch me grow up.. and you know today in class I read the poem I wrote you that’s on here to my class and it made my teacher cry... I know she cared and she made me feel better I hope some day I will smile like you used to.. and I hope some day we will see you again
I Love you momma and I miss you
I know my heart aches I know my heart bleeds but my soul pleads for healing my heart seeks your touch is that so much to ask is this so hard a task black glass is my heart crack in the middle falling apart only your love an un breakable art could start to heal these wounds you do it with ease your angel kiss nothing but a breeze upon my cheek still i seek your Rosen beauty and your sweet sounding voice I made a choice a deal with god on cloud eleven I gave him my soul so I could meet you in heaven
This Christmas seemed harder to get through then the first Christmas without you and Justin! I guess the first one still felt like it was all a dream. I helped Rich for a little while set up the Christmas tree this year and it was heart breaking and we just made each other laugh the whole time to get through it. I returned to First Night in Fredericksburg this New Years Eve..I hadn't been since the last time I was there with you and the boys. I brought Jeremy with me and when it came time for the pear to drop I was over come by emotion looking at Jeremy and remembering how much fun we had that New Years when we were all together! Our family is definately missing it's added spark without you here!
Love, Shell
Christmas without you / Jon (Son) Happiness is a dream that just won't ever come true...this Christmas night a nightmare without you ..so i sit alone and wonder oh lord what do i do...ponder in my room ponder about you these memories that we shared now sharp and glared resemble my broken heart..my heart still bleeds wishing you where still near..wishing maybe you where still here though i miss you dearest mother...and wish upon you little brother i can't help but cry tonight even though i know your in heaven; Gods hands smiling down upon us all, I can't help and stop the tears that begin to fall..
Love you Jon
Merry Christmas Chris / Richie (Husband)
I still can't believe your gone, I never thought I would spend a Christmas without you, this was always the time the year when we would reflect back on the past year and see how to make the upcoming year even better. I miss the excitement in your eyes with the anticipation of seeing our boys opening there presents and just be able to spend a wonderful day with each other and our family. I miss opening your Christmas card to see all the wonderful things that you would write that would make feel like I was so very special to you. You always knew what to say and how to say it; your words would just brighten up my life. We had shared so much and so many wonderful memories together I remember asking to marry me by your moms Christmas tree, every where I turn every where I look there is memory of you. I miss more than I will ever be able to write or express in words, you made my life so wonderful and there will never be a day a holiday that I will no think of you and how very much I miss you and love you. I love you now and forever Chris.
Love you Richie
In Memory of Christy / Maureen Sagiao (none) I am so sorry for the loss of your dear wife and son. You and your wife had a love that most people don't find in their lifetime. I pray that the Lord will always comfort you and give you the peace that surpasses all understanding. May He always shine His face upon you and your sons. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
My Deepest Sympathy for this enormous loss / Jim Oates A genuine wonderful person, I met Christy through her mother's family. She would always take the time to say "hi, how are ya?" and make me feel comfortable at family functions. From what I could tell she touched everyone's heart she came in contact with. She was a warm loving person and will be missed by more people than the family will ever know.
To my mom / Jon Harding (Son)
I know your body is gone but your soul is here with me no one and nothing will replace the love i had for you i will miss you mom
from Frankie / Frank Antonuccio (Brother-in-law)
I miss you everyday from our conversation to the laughs we shared.You where more than just my sister in law ,you where my sister. not a day goes by that your not in my thoughts .I know you are looking down on us. With all our love we miss you
So sorry for your loss / Nina Morgan (not related ) What a beatiful lady, seen her link when going through the forums on find a grave. I am so sorry for your lost for we miss them forever or until we meet again in Heaven. My son Brent Allen Morgan passed away father's day June 20, 2004.
My heart goes out to you. / Sonia Ramirez I am a Countrywide Employee who knows your story thru Stephanie. She and I were extremely touched by your letter. And I just had to let you know that my heart goes out to you. You will be in my prayers.
3 years / Rich Antonuccio (Husband) Hi Chris
well it is the 3 year mark kind of amazing that when you lose people in your life from that point on you always look at life in how many it has been since you lost them... Jeremy and I stopped by the cemetery and cleaned off you and Justin's stone and you would be so proud to see how he picked all the weeds and made everything look nice and clean. Chris, Jeremy is growing up so fast and is getting so tall sorta getting tired of buying new jeans every few months for him :)... Jon is growing up very fast also I am getting the great privilege of experiencing the wonderful teenage years. I think you would be very proud of how we are doing so much has changed but i still keep in mind how you wanted your boys raised and we are doing our best to raise them to be wonderful boys
Love Rich
Our 12 wedding Anniversary / Rich (Husband)
On Oct 16th we would have been married 12 years and been together for 15. When I look at the number of years it looks like allot almost half my life had been spent with you, but it also went by like blink of the eye. I still remember the day I met I remember your smile that lit up the store, I remember taking you home for the first time and sitting out on the porch swing, the smell of your house and of coarse how nervous I was around you that night and how i asked you if it was ok to kiss you for the first time. These are memories that will stay with me forever and these are the memories that will pick me up and make me laugh and smile when I am feeling down. You’re my angel Christy and we will be together again